I won't go too far into the details, but I'm not here for bullshit (what would be the point?), except to say that I'm having some massive difficulties in my marriage right now. Partially in fact due to my weight loss. Hard to swallow? Not really. It took this breakdown this week for me to realize how scary this whole thing has been for my husband. Because if you're following along here you know that I've not only changed my waistline, but I've also joined many Meetup.com groups (hiking, meditation, book and even some social!), in an attempt to make some other sorely needed changes in my life. Well apparently all of these changes have really been too much for my husband and he is feeling very threatened by them and quite honestly --- scared shitless by the whole thing. But in all honesty, that's more of a symptom of much greater problems in our marriage and a side effect and basically that shit? Its just hit the fan.
There are bound to be some H-U-G-E challenges for me in the coming weeks, months, maybe even year. And for sure one of the biggest challenges will be how not have a threesome with ole pals, Mr. Reeses, Mr. Dreyers and Mr. Winchell's during all of this and thereby becoming H-U-G-E again myself. I am making a public vow of that right now. Not only will I not do that, but I will continue to lose and get to my goal through all of the onslaught of drama that's about to ensue. Wish me luck. I'm gonna need it people.